Let Them Be Little

In a couple of months, Avery will be aging out of early intervention, which means he will need to start preschool. I can’t believe how fast these few years have gone by. It seems like it was just yesterday that I was anxiously awaiting for my delivery date. 

I’m excited for him to start preschool, make new friends, and to come home so proud of himself showing off all the fun stuff he did in class. I have a feeling he is going to be one of those kids who has to tell me all about every second of his day, with so much excitement in his voice. 

Of course, I am also sad to have him start school. I’m sad because I’m going to miss our days together when it is just the two of us. I’m so very thankful I have had the opportunity to stay home with him, as we have developed this amazing bond that I pray will last a lifetime. He’s my best friend. My little sidekick. We always have so much fun together. 

I am also worried. Worried about how other kids may treat him for being “different”. I pray that he has the strength and courage to stand up for himself in those situations. I also worry about how he will adjust to his new surroundings and new routine. Big changes such as this can cause big meltdowns and other struggles with Avery. But I know I can’t hold him back, and he needs to try new things and new experiences to learn from and grow. 

He’s my little warrior, and I have faith and hope that all will be good. Until then, I will enjoy all these snuggles while I still can. 




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